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Forgive the shoddy picture quality. It's a picture of a picture in a scrapbook. This was my favorite uniform shirt to wear on Friday nights.

Forgive the shoddy picture quality. It’s a picture of a picture in a scrapbook. This was my favorite uniform shirt to wear on Friday nights.

Those were words that I started speaking at 6am many mornings when I was in high school. At least during the summer and weekends! I’ve had many jobs in my life and besides being a babysitter and a reporter, I’d have to say that working at a McDonald’s was the most fun I’ve ever had on the clock. The customers were mostly great and my coworkers were interesting too. I loved helping people from all walks of life!

All this reminiscing is thanks to a news story interview I did with two brothers who own 34 McDonald’s in the area (will update this blog with the link once it publishes).

I learned a lot at that job and found something I was really good at doing. That McDonald’s back then was trying out a new style of ordering where you order at the first window and pay, then you get your food at the second window. That was my job, I was the face-to-face drive thru person. I was quick, accurate and friendly (but not so much that I held the line up). Continue Reading →

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Easter rain seems fitting

This log is something I wrote in April 2009. It seemed fitting to reshare:

Cross in the rain Pictures, Images and Photos
It rained today, quite a bit actually, and more is on its way. My first reaction “how sad, it’s raining on Easter, all those egg hunts will be ruined!”

But as I thought about it more this morning, it seems only fitting, only appropriate that it would rain so much on Easter morning. Think about it, rain is cleansing and rain helps things grow, bringing a sense of renewed life to the world. Isn’t what Christ did?

His death and resurrection accomplished both things: it wiped out our debt of sin, completely. There wasn’t any IOUs or even hints of it. It also gave us new life, not only a better life than we had before but somehow being promised life after being assured certain death seems so much sweeter.

Even as I write those words I have a hard time understanding them because they mean so much. Even now that I have a real relationship with God, I have a hard time knowing how to react to the idea of the crucifixion. It’s not that I’m not grateful, in fact it’s really the opposite.

The idea that Jesus did that is so amazing that I have a hard time fully grasping it well enough to react. Is a thank you good enough? Hardly. Is accepting the gift enough? Not really, even though that’s all we have to do to receive the eternal life the gift promises. I keep thinking I should be breaking down in tears and wailing or having some other violently emotional reaction to all that happened on Golgotha, but I don’t. I just sit there in quiet awe, respect and numb thankfulness that seems and probably is so inadequate.

From now on, forget the Easter egg hunts. I hope it rains every Easter.

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Jamie’s Thots just exploded

No, I didn’t have a brainstorm. But I did about triple this blog. Many of you know I started out blogging on Xanga before self hosting with WordPress. I want to close down that account so I imported all my Xanga blogs to this blog. Unfortunately, the titles did not import and I don’t have time to go back and fix all 200+ of them. I did go back and fix a few because I plan on sharing them again. I also didn’t fix grammar or formatting but the words are there.

Anywho, somehow I feel more complete having it all here! Soon I hope to type back in some of the blogs I did on MySpace but I don’t think I have an electric copy so that will take time.

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That defining moment

I wrote a similar version of this blog a couple of years ago for the site Daily Jesus, which is still there but has become inactive. I’m revising and reposting it here.

 

When people meet someone new, it’s a common practice to ask what each other does for a living. It also seems commonplace in a church setting for people to discuss their testimonies, specifically how long they’ve been a Christian or what church they attend.

Imagine being in the awkward situation of not being able to answer that first question! Strange, I know. But a couple of years ago, I struggled to be able to tell people just when I became a Christian. This became an issue when I tried to start writing my testimony. Continue Reading →

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Throwback: Guess Skinny Will Have to Come Live with Me

This blog entry was written in November 2006 after my mom’s uncle Jimmy died. I had a special relationship with him…he was the only person who could see my imaginary cat, Skinny! One might wonder why I’m resurrecting this old blog from five years ago. Well, Skinny has never really left my thoughts but he’s no longer an imaginary friend. I’ve not shared this publicly with most folks, but the tales (or is it tails?) of Skinny are the topic of the children’s book I hope to write sometime soon. I recently shared about the book on Facebook but didn’t say too much of what it was about. Thought I’d share that here. Oh, in case you’re wondering why this post has no picture….it’s about an imaginary cat, remember? Just pick a corner of the page and pretend he’s there!

 

Here’s the blog from November 2006 (from my MySpace blog, which has since been destroyed):

Guess Skinny Will Have to Come Live with Me

Skinny was a good cat. Too skinny for his own good, hence his name. At various times he had various problems from getting patches of his fur gone to just being a bass awkwards ugly feline. Skinny was a trustworthy friend who was there with me through some scary times in my young life as I faced lots of surgeries, etc. Continue Reading →

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Throwback! “A different kind of independence”

I have had several blogs over the years, including one on Xanga and two on MySpace. The MySpace blogs were destroyed when I closed my account, but I retained some of the blog entries for a special project I hope to complete at some point.

I plan on reposting some of those blogs from Xanga that I think would either be of interest or that still need to be said. Each of those blogs will (probably) have this notice and will be in the Throwback! category. NOTE: These blogs were written at a different time and may or may not be what I’m experiencing now. Like a songwriter that writes about what they experienced years ago, these blogs may reflect something I experienced years ago. When appropriate, I will try to give an update on where I am with the topic.

From July 4, 2009:

“A different kind of independence”

As a child I usually dreaded the Fourth of July because to me it represented noise–noise that literally hurt because of how it reverberated in my shunt. From the fireworks to the traditional military low-elevation flyover from the nearby Air Force base, there was a lot of loud, thunderous and just awful noise.

As an adult, I came to almost love the Fourth of July because as a reporter, I’ve been able to write about many amazing veterans. I usually really enjoy working on Independence Day because I can meet, write about, and honor men and women who have fought for, and even died for, our freedoms.

This Independence Day was a little different for me. I wasn’t scared of any of the noises and I didn’t attend any events celebrating veterans. In fact, I didn’t go anywhere. But I was still celebrating!

This Independence Day meant something different to me. Of course I’m still grateful for the freedoms we continue to have because of our military, but this weekend I reflected more on the freedoms we gain through Christ. There’s the ultimate freedom, the freedom from eternity in hell. But what I don’t think many realize is that he provides the means for freedom from so many other things in life.

This blog has been tough for me to write because it reveals aspects of my life that is very personal, private and painful. I’ve considered how people could use this against me, I’ve wondered what other unconsidered ramifications there could be. But I’m choosing to share it in a limited fashion because I believe I would be remiss in not proclaiming the amazing work God is doing in my life.

I recently became involved in a program at my church called Celebrate Recovery. Most people seem to think this is the Christian form of Alcoholics Anonymous or Narcotics Anonymous and for some, that’s true. But this program is about recovery from “all of life’s hurts, habits and hang ups.” It’s a Biblically-based process that helps people deal with the issues in their life. It’s not therapy, not in the traditional sense. You do get encouragement from other people, but ultimately it’s a process of allowing God to help you deal with whatever your specific issue happens to be. I obviously can’t share specific details, but I’ve seen people find healing for “hurts, habits or hangups” including various addictions including food, drugs or alcohol; being the spouse of a sex addict, road rage, codependency, being an enabler, etc. The list can go on and on and on.

Joining this group was tough for me, and in fact I was so distraught after my second meeting that I didn’t return for months. But I returned and I’ve found my niche. Although it’s really tough to give up the control, I’m slowly learning to let God have control in my life regarding specific life issues. The cool, amazing and possibly scary thing is, I often find that once people deal with one issue in their life, that gives way for another, underlying issue to surface. That allows the person to work on the newly revealed problem that is ultimately keeping them from being the person they could be, both for themselves and for God.

So even though I know I have a long way to go, this Fourth of July holiday has been about a different kind of independence for me. It’s been about learning to be independent from the claim that hurts, habits and hangups have on my life.

That’s a special kind of freedom that not even the most powerful military can provide. It’s a freedom that only our all-powerful God can and does provide.

2011 update:

It’s been a tough year and I’ve not been as dedicated to Celebrate Recovery as I need to be, but I’m working to change that. Mostly it’s been scheduling, but not all the time. The way that God shows his power through this program is definitely life-changing and it’s something I believe we all need to some degree in our lives. This program truly is for everyone, no matter what the “hurt, habit or hangup.”

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Thursday September 17, 2009

Earlier this week, I wrote a blog entry for the Daily Jesus site about effective evangelism. It can be read here:
http://bit.ly/cgtCN

Tonight I wrote another entry about spiritual abuse, which can be read here:
http://bit.ly/3gRbXT

The “bit.ly” site is just a Web site I use that shortens a link to make it more manageable. That way readers who have to type the link into their browser have less to type. It also allows me to track how many times each link has been “clicked.”

Later this week I will be writing a personal blog entry here about our anniversary.Hard to believe the first year is already over!

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Monday August 31, 2009

I’ve been waiting to write this blog until the experience of John’s surgery was over, and there’s a reason you’re just now seeing it. Technically, the ordeal isn’t over … more than a week later.

This whole thing started nearly a month ago when John was kept up with horrible teeth pain. He had a feeling he knew what was up, considering he had been told for a couple of years that his wisdom teeth were coming in wrong. The pain started during the first weekend of August and he got an emergency appointment the following week with his dentist, who confirmed that the problem was impacted wisdom teeth. One definitely had to come out and really the recommendation was for all four to be pulled. Several factors made it to where they couldn’t be pulled in the dentist’s office so John was sent to an oral surgeon who confirmed the diagnosis. The entire process of getting to the dentist, the oral surgeon and getting the surgery scheduled took more than a week, during which John dealt with a lot of pain and we both were on pins and needles wondering what would happen.

Surgery was set for an eternity away, Aug. 21. John was nervous and I was nervous for him. A quadruple wisdom tooth extraction is far from serious surgery, but there were two issues at hand: A) John has never been “under” before, making it all new to him, and B) he has a tendency to have the opposite of the average or normal reaction to many medications–or, he has twice the normal amount of side effects. Neither possibility sounded terribly appealing to either one of us!

We both took Aug. 21, Friday, off from work and I had John to the surgeon’s office by 9:45 a.m., 15 minutes early (amazing considering I was involved, I know). I took my laptop with the expectation of waiting several hours and having to do it alone. When we arrived at the office, we were guided through the take-home kit and the homecare instructions. All pretty simple, but I think it was still a little overwhelming for John. The surgeon’s office was incredibly helpful and the take-home kit included a water bottle (which he couldn’t use because they had accidentally been given the wrong kind…the kind that provides suction when you drink, which is a no-no after this surgery), gauze to stuff in his mouth until the bleeding stopped, take-home instructions and contact information for the doctor’s office.
Here’s all the “loot” we got

They took John back for the surgery and I politely greeted the other person waiting in the taiting room. Mike was actually a really nice, interesting fellow and we chatted until it was time for him to take his friend home. Then I started talking to the receptionist, Wendy. I never even took my laptop out of the bag.

In what seemed like no time at all, the doctor was coming out to tell me the surgery went well, better than expected. After about half an hour, I went to the car and John was wheeled out in a wheelchair with his head wrapped in an ice pack and mouth filled with gauze. The nurse helped a very groggy and disoriented John get in the car and we were on our way. I dropped off his prescriptions at the pharmacy and discovered it would take
nearly 2 hours to fill so I took John home. I went back to the store to get him food he could eat (tough since most wet, soft foods are sweet and he doesn’t like sweets!) and got his medicines. He had a wide variety of food including blueberry frozen yogurt, jello, and pudding. Here’s a bit of what my husband “feasted” on all weekend (including the drugs!)
 

Upon arriving home, I figured we were in for the day and that John would just go to sleep for most of it. I was wrong on both counts! We noticed something was suddenly wrong with one of our cats. Missy was running  around the house in a panic, walking sideways and trying to get to something on her back. She wouldn’t let me examine her and John was in no position to help so we agreed she needed to be seen right away by the vet. I think it was the sideways walking that really had us concerned.

The vet examined her and she was clearly in pain. The problem was, there was no outward signs of injury. He thought maybe she had been attacked or bitten outside and gave her a shot to help with swelling, healing and pain. He sent me and Missy home with instructions to keep her inside, quiet and to watch for signs of infection, etc. She went home and slept the rest of the day, woke up Saturday acting almost completely normal. We still kept the cats in all weekend as a safety precaution, but we thought all danger had passed.

Well, back to John. Remember how I said we figured he would go home and sleep all day? Well, also remember how I said he tends to have the opposite of a normal reaction? The poor guy was up all night with no real sleep (dozing at the computer for 10 minutes doesn’t count!) until after 7 a.m. Saturday. He slept most the day Saturday but was doing well enough on his own that I went to church on my own Saturday night.

You might be wondering why there are no funny pictures of John at this point. I was too busy Friday dealing with my two patients to care about a photo then. I figured there would be plenty of chances! Truth be told, he never looked that bad, except for when they first brought him out in the wheelchair. He swelled some, but it didn’t look like anything but as if he had put on a few pounds. His beard hid any bruising.

We thought John would be well enough to go back to work on Monday but he actually felt worse on that day. So he went back to the doctor and learned he had an infection, which had prevented the clots from healing properly. This meant more antibiotics, more prescription pain medication and still no work because as a machinist, he wouldn’t be able to perform his duties.

John ended up being forced to miss all this last week. He was cleared by the doctor to return Friday for a one-day work week, but his workplace sent him home because they had concerns about his health after being on so much medication for that long of amount of time. It turns out, they were right. He’s spent this last weekend going through mild withdrawal symptoms such as grogginess and just feeling “blech”.

It’s now Sunday night and we expect he’ll return to work tomorrow. He still aches, but it’s nothing regular strength Ibuprofen can’t handle. He still is eating pretty soft food and is craving nachos of all things. We both look forward to when he is back to his old self.

Missy, on the other hand, is still having issues. I took her back to the vet last Friday for her annual shots and checkup. The vet checked the sore spot again and it was better, but obviously still very tender. We have instructions to keep her quiet and watch her to see if it gets better. If it doesn’t, the next step is x-rays, which we would like to avoid both because of the cost and the trauma for Missy.

So through it all, the Smith family is coming out OK. It’s been an interesting week to say the least but at least it gave me something to blog about!

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Friday August 28, 2009

Another Daily Jesus blog! This one is about my desire to be rebaptized. As usual, I’m just posting my link here because of the intricate details of Internet posting. (If I post it here, it either looks like I ripped it off from the Daily Jesus site or that the site ripped it off from me…even though I wrote it, it’s for the Daily Jesus site).

So anways …

http://www.dailyjesus.info/rebaptism-as-an-act-of-worship/

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Tuesday August 18, 2009

Amid all our flea eradication this weekend, we took the chance to repot two of our trees. One is an indoor draginacea that was in a small pot in our living room.

It now is in a big red ceramic pot and looks like this
 

The second tree is outside and is actually the one I’m most proud of. I call it my “Eureka Pizza” tree because I got it for purchasing a certain amount of pizza from a local pizza place (@eurekapizza on Twitter). It was either around Arbor Day or Earth Day when they had the promotion. If you spent $10 on pizza you got a starter for either a red mulberry or a red oak, both Arkansas native trees. I chose a red mulberry because I was told it would grow slower. We put it in a small pot to see what happened and the little thing has flourished. I put it in what seemed to be a more natural looking, outdoor container. We hope to plant it somewhere on our property when we get our own home.

Here’s what it looks like now!
  

Someday we hope to have more trees, both inside and out. We hope to live in a rural or at least a small-town environment where we can have land. I’d love to have plenty of pretty trees. John’s also talked about having a miniature orange tree in the house at some point.

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